Friday..29th May

Its the weekend...once again.
another week closer to leaving singapore.
maybe i should look forward to it... new environment... new school... new life...new begining...
its time to show what i made up of.
heh.


I am one day closer to my birthday too! yikes.. 1 day closer to becoming 23... yikessssssssss!!! i dun wanna be 23! :(

I have 3 wishes for my birthday.
1. Have Kai dearest to spend the whole day with me (so not gonna happen..) cuz its a wednesday and not a weekend.. and even if its a weekend.. dun think its gonna happen either.
seriously.. karma?
what have i done to deserve this karma?
:(

"My grace is suficient for you."
<3
The Lord provides for all our needs...

that was words of comfort.. im so much better after thinking about it. (:

2. Have a nice birthday dinner with mommy and daddy...becuz i wont be able to spend it w them next yr. :(

3. Party with YVES.
we dun need to party actually.. but i want to spend time with you babes too! i miss u girls so much. :(

i wish i have more girl friends..
sigh

ever since i broke away from the sports club ppl... life have been quiet and uber quiet.
my clubbing days are way long over... ever since.
i admit..i miss it.. but i wanted to be away from it..but now i feel that i dun wan to be away from it...
yet there is somewhere inside of me that does not want me to be part of it...
the Holy Spirit?
maybe

hrmmmms...
i wonder what my bday will be like.. i dun expect much... but hope for the best..
(:

and i wonder if one day would i snap too.

mm.. make me wonder...

please meet me sooooon babe.... i wont be seeeing u babes in a longggggggggg time
i will miss u babessss
:(