Today is gonna be an unproductive day. Its gonna last for 2 days, cause my customer service office is on leave.. and I have to take over her position. AND I must say... she really have great patience.. this computer is uber slow!!! like a snail. I can see the words being typed out in slow motion too!!! thats how bad it is!
Hence I decided not to kill the computer and read thru all those 1 million web sites i have to go thru and filter out their emails and contact number.
I think this computer would not be able to make it. HAHA!
Darling and I had dinner at JP yesterday, we ate something simple, tried the "atas" food court in JP.. it was not fantastic.. but cause I had a bad tummy ache during lunch, I wanted to eat something simple. :S
Then we headed back to my home... my lonely home now...cause my parents and sis are in malaysia while im here working and earning some money and spending money. mans this is bad. sighs. i need to cut down. and i shall cut down! promise! (:
Went back home to pack up some clothes, wash the pot which i used to cook porridge the day before..and there was a disgusting lizard hiding underneath it..thank goodness it didnt go onto my hand. yuckssss... thats probably one of the only disgusting house creatures im afriad of. heh.. note that i said house. cause im reallieeeeeeeeeee scared of snakes too! hah!
Darling was uber tired, he fell asleep on my bed..in my uber hot room. He was a lil snappy.. so scary :( but i understand he is tired.
This conversation of me going to sydney on the 20th or the 28th is getting a lil argumentative. I guess he wont go for my convo if i ask him.. since he says its boring. in other words no point that i go for convo right? The only reason why I wanna stay for convo is to mark an end to sch with my friends. This bunch of friends whom I have made and treasure them heaps alot. And also I wanna take pictures with my mummy and daddy! and esp w my daddy! cause he can wear the special gown! HAHA!!! oh mans.. i don't know... plus I haven exactly settled my lodging. I found a few places online, looks not too bad. Hopefully Jia Yoong my new found friend would be able to view them and rent a place soon. (:
Maybe I shall just leave on the 20th. Sigh.
Although I dread leaving you so soon.
And plus my dear was saying he might wanna go on a trip with his parents to China in August so means he isnt goin to find me this year. but nvm find me next yr please... cause my parents are not going to let me come back in july. :(
I will miss you.
I really do love him heaps alot.
But.. there is a problem. the problem that lies in me always. SIGH
Lord help me. Although I do not deserve it. I pray that I would be his blessing. Allow me to sanctify him. I pray that I will learn to pray aloud. Allowing him to know that you oh Lord have dominion and power over me. Teach me to pray.
Hah.. just at this moment.. the song Its the Climb is playing. yeah.. its a climb for me.. mountains to climb..and there will always be struggles. But I know you oh Lord will be there to guide me always.
Search me oh Lord.
and Search him oh Lord.
I hope he will realise how important you are to him and Me.
Plus teach me how to share the Gospel and God's words with him. I need to read the bible more.
Im off to continue stoning. (:
Wei <3 Kai
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