Steph's thoughts....

Somehow I guess I'm still a lil tom boyish, although I love to wear dresses and skirts and be pretty, I am still inclined to watch Football!

It never fails to make me bored, watching the way they play, especially when Man Utd plays.. that would make me feel nervous and scared.

While at Gabriel's birthday, we were watching soccer, I was thinking of my darling. I felt the emo part in me, how I miss snuggling up in his bed, covering my eyes with the blanket and watching Man U play with my darling. While my darling would sit RIGHT in front of the TV, I would be hiding behind and covering my eyes when the opponent gets the ball. HAHAA... like a small little kid. When I thought of that, the "I Miss You" sickness came about again, and right now, I really miss him. :(

The reason why I don't really mind staying at home and study during the weekends, is because I am actually waiting for him to get online, so I can see him and talk to him. And also I don't have much friends to go out with. I miss Vani and Kiran! Although I am their light bulb, they treat me like their "kid" hahaha.. I wish I have u guys here with me. It would be really fun. How I wish. Heh.

It has only been slightly less than 1 month, and I can barely cope with being away from all of you guys. I miss my mummy cooking, I miss talking nonsense with Daddy, and I miss scolding my lil ss for not moving. hahaa...

I don't know why am I sitting here tearing again, and missing home.

I wish I was in Melbourne.

I miss you bro. and Jess too!

Sigh.. wish I was in DOCKLANDS!!! hahahaa...

I don't know how many times I have to cry before I get over the fact that I am going to be here for 1 and a half years. I don't know if I can survive it, hahaa.. its tough.

I think my bestfriend Delphi is very brave, and strong, she didn't cry when she was here alone. I think she is more alone than me, because she didn't know much friends. And she had to start out a new here. While me, I would say I am blessed to have a good housemate and gf, they take me out and try to introduce me to their friends. Really appreciate it. :D

I am weak.

haha.

Delphi is super strong! That cheerful and bubbly girl!

While I am super emo. Maybe its the PMS that is making me like this. HAHA.

Right now, I would love to have someone here to give me a big hug. Guess who? its youuu.... DELPHI!

Wish I had a car, then I can juz drive over and hug you too!

I miss you... and I love you... I just lifted my head and saw the two papers which I pasted it to my wall.

12 more days.

For now I shall remain emo. haha!

God Bless

Nights!