Feels like the first day of school..again

today feels like the first day of school... all over again. 

anticipation of fear! hahaa... and the dreading feeling.. but if school doesnt start..that means i won't be able to see darling! 

okay I shall embrace it!

FEAR NOT..for thy Lord is with thee! :D

I should get back to studying Biosensors. I need to commit all those stuffs to memory. My memory often get flushed out easily..its like a push and pop system. hahaa...once full.. POP! hahahaa... you know what... i hated that module. Caused me to get an ugly D+ on my transcripts.. so much for saying its EASY.. it isnt for goodness sake.... I think I studied it in Accounts too..and yeah i hated accounts... Im so not mummy.. haha.. i cant balance a balance sheet without going mad. heheee...

Im so easily touched... when my dear said he wanted to hear my voice last night.. my heart SANK! what have u done dearrr... u make me so easily excited and happy... so I got my daily dosage of my dear dear for 5 mins... haaa.. thats cuz he was outside.. so yupp... that 5 mins was good enuff to let me sleep pretty well for the whole night... (: 

cant wait to see what waterbottle my darling got for me! he wants to make me a "水筒" I dunno if i got the tong correct.. cuz my chinese suckss. arrgh.. heh! 

I cant wait to see him again. This feeling of being here alone without you darling... is suckyyy...grrrrr! 

*miss you lots*

loves