Just one week ago..

One week ago.. at this time..  I was all so happy and excited.

I could not sleep.

I did not sleep.

I don't remember sleeping.

ARRGH! 

I have to stop this! I must not think of it!!! If not its going to bring tears to my eyes again. LIKE RIGHT NOW! ARRRRRRRRRRGH! Stupid Steph! 

As long as you know.. ur dear loves you.. and he is patiently waiting for you to go back into his arms... you know one thing... yes HE LOVES U.. so stop being emo u dumbo steph! 

HAHA! Im scolding myself!!! 

Wait for me. Thats all I can say.

Because I am looking forward to go back in Dec... 

I am looking forward to graduate next year..and be back with you again. 

Back into those loving arms... with nice big bicep brachii and tricep brachii..with a nice pectoralis major chest...and rectus adominous walls... and a nice trapezius back..and latissimus dorsi.. tooo!

Thats anatomy.. im reciting it while i type all these here. HEH! 

For now.. Baby Kai is my love down here... he lovessss me lots.. (he tells me every night.. before I sleep.. hahaha.. freaky? ahh i dun care..haha! because I love him too...) 

*muackz* 

Missing everyone back home..and lotsa love!