perhaps im sinking into depression zone.

Well, maybe I sound or appear clingy.

I don't know.

Its all how you perceive it.

Although we see each other everyday. (during the weekdays)

But what is our life like?

Wake up

Go to work

Work OT

Go home

Sleep

thats all.

Fridays, maybe a movie or hang out a bit.

Well, although we had a holiday tgt that lasted a week.

That was bliss.

But now, its back to reality.

It just feels like I am back in Sydney.

Weekends night, I am always home. Almost.

I get to see you online for a while, then u would go and sleep.

life just moves in a periodic boring way.

i guess thats how i sink into depression.

im not clingy.

i just dread march to come.

i dun want to be alone.

i just want to spend what ever time i have now with you...this line make me sound like i am dying. but nah, i am not. but who knows.

every r/s have their own problems.

nothing is perfect.

in short. my life is boring.

mundane.

nights.