REST

(:

And I knocked out for 2 and a half hours. The sleep was good but I had really weird dreams.

Oh wells.

I like to dream anyways.

Because when I dream I feel that I slept.

HAHA!

I am a weird person.

Just when I needed you to be there for me, you aren't.

Oh wells, what more can I expect?

Anyways.

Happy 26th Birthday bro! (:

Wish I can be there to be your light bulb. hahaha!!!

It has been sucha a long time since we celebrated your birthday together.

8 years already!

I miss having cakes after cakes...

23rd may... 27th may... and 3rd june.

Its our family's tradition.

cake feast!

cheese cake..mango cake...chocolate cake...strawberry short cake.

yums!

(:

This year would be the 2nd time I would be celebrating my birthday and still be having school!

The very first time it happened was because of SARs. Schools were closed for a week, so our semester was extended by a week at the end of semester one. And that fell right into my birthday week. It was definitely memorable. I remembered my friends bombarded me with cakes and crap.. And I had 2 cakes. One from the class, and the other was from my friend.

Sweet of that friend, oh and he happens to have the same name as my brother, Derrick. I wonder what happened to him, haven't heard from him in ages.

Now to recall what else he gave me, the Stefanie Sun music score book.

Those were the days.

I am no longer 17 anymore.

That was my 17th birthday....

and now my twenty-four-th birthday.

would be spent alone.

away from family...

loved ones.

Not looking forward to it.

And I expect nothing much from it.

Oh wells.

I'm getting more emotional because I am going into that zone soon too....

urrrghed.

I seriously HATE it!

ROAR!

To note to one self.

There is only someone I can rely on. And that is God.

I thank God for getting me thru this week.

Providing me sufficient rest, brain juice, thinking capabilities, time to study, health, strength, encouragement, peace, comfort and strength.

He was there for me in every single way.

He is definitely SOMEONE you can pour all your troubles to, and He is such a friend, so invaluable, who would never forsake thee. Ask and ye believe, ye will receive.

Thank God for everything.

And now I think I have injured my back from nearly tripping and falling... I hoped I strained it. Don't think I hurt my spinal chord, if not I wouldn't be able to walk right? Come on steph, put your anatomy skills to use! or maybe I injured my nerves? ermm... well can't be, if I did, somewhere else would be impaired. Its pretty much a localized pain. Hope it's just a strain.

I hope it gets better soon. :(

Stupid me, always thinking of things... Not focus.. and me being impatient I went to overtake some bunch of aunties by stepping up onto the fountain platform, I told my motor cortext to lift my foot up, but I guess I didn't tell it to lift it high enough. Sympathetic.. Parasympathetic..sounds all so familiar. Hehe.

I gotta press on and shine for God. (:

Have a blessed weekends my family and friends back in Sunny Singapore.

I know you are having a long weekend. While I have to battle my reports, presentation and assignment.

God Bless

I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. Ph 4:13