drama rama life of mine

my life has been filled with so much drama.

Well firstly, I am really not that bright student you think I am, just because I am doing my post-graduate studies.

My life has been filled with ups and downs.

I screwed up my A levels.

I did Engineering in NTU and nearly died.

Well, I am definitely not the worst case student.

But coming from a "better background"

I am shameful.

It was difficult trying to convince the chair to let me go on an exchange program because I didn't have fantastic grades.

But, yes, I did managed to convinced them.

I still managed to graduate with honors, but not a very fantastic one.

I nearly could not make it for my master's course.

But again I convinced them.

And yes it was lotsa ups and downs.

But I believe Peter thinks he made the right choice to give me such a wonderful opportunity, because I did worked hard for the past 2 semesters. Hopefully this semester too.

But yet again I am faced with constant barriers.

Why is it so hard to find a job?

(but at this moment, I have yet to complete my studies, I am left approx 2 mths)

Life is filled with so many challenges.

Would I survive it?

Why do some people have such perfect simple lives?

While I live with so much dramas?

I'm tired of dramas.