I have the most morbid thoughts sometimes...

But I guess it's better to face it than to run away from it.

The topic of DEATH lies very close to my heart.

And often it scares me.

It should.

And I know it's good that I know I need to do something about it.

The last sermon I heard from Rev Quek, He mentioned about praying for salvation instead of just healing.

Yes, we should pray for our love ones for Salvation first than healing. What is greater than salvation? What is greater than having eternal life?

All things on earth are temporal.

That's something I always tell myself.

What ever we suffer here, enjoy here, we are going to leave it behind and join the Lord Jesus Christ and God in Heaven when we leave this world.

So why do we often cling onto things which are temporal?

Your suffering may bring pain, sadness, disappointments, days of despair, hurt, days when you cannot see the light, and think the whole world is against you. But knowing you have salvation, it just bring peace, there is something else to long for. Something forever, eternal.

Well so back to the topic on DEATH.

I am scared, I am scared when I close my eyes and see God face to face, I would never get to see the 2 most influential and important people in my life whom shower me love from birth, again.

I love them so dearly, they are always in my prayer.

The next person I thought of, him.

I pictured myself, one day we have beautiful loving kids, a loving family, but you still outside in the darkness, not knowing Him.

And suddenly you are gone, that thought brought tears to my eyes. I could feel the pain of loss. And the kids asking, " mommy, where is daddy? " and mommy says " He has gone to a far away place, he won't be coming back again" It saddens me. And nights when I have to sleep alone again. *cries*

The people I love and surrounds me. You all mean so much to me.

I pray for you.

Come to know God.

What's more important? Salvation? Health or Wealth?

To the world... sadly

Health + Wealth > Salvation

Jesus Christ died for our sins, He was sinless, while we are sinful. Does He deserve to die for us? Suffer for us? Do we deserve what He did for us?

All God wants us is to Believe, Accept the Lord Jesus Christ to be your Lord and Saviour and Confess we are sinners, we are not as pure as what we think.

We don't even need to sweat to do that.

Open up your hearts, seek Him, and I pray He will find you and touch your heart.

(:

God loves you all, and it pains Him that you are rejecting Him.

I pray that the 2 most loving ppl I know and him, and our many kids to come will one day know the Lord as their Lord and Saviour.

Worship the Lord in the Beauty of His Holiness.