No , I do not want to be a Tai Tai.

Since I am jobless and enjoying my indefinite holiday, I am my parents full time chauffeur.
Unpaid in terms of monetary, but they provide me a roof over my head, food on the table daily, petrol money and other daily necessities. What more can I ask for?

Today I took my mom to JP to look for a dress and shoes for her. Since I'm not the one shopping, my eyes just wandered around looking at how people dress. I am pretty amazed there are so many so called hdb tai tais around and housewives. Their dressing is horrendous, facial appearance have no shine and life last but not least, they are whooooops fat. Well, they have a tummy. hehe. That's probably what would happen from sitting and bumming around all day and not doing any housework or anything. So at the back of my head, I was thinking to myself, no I do not want to become like them!!! I want to be dynamic. I want to wear pretty clothes. I want to have a glossy face and healthy body( I mean hot body.. haha!) I want to be a fit, pretty, capable wife and mother in the future and driving a cabriolet. I'm not that bimbotic, I also want to be smart and know what is going on in the world.I want to be at the top of the world! :D
So many "I wants" I wonder if I can ever attain it. I believe it's important to have goals in life, else you would be aimless and less ambitious. Well aiming to be a tai tai is also a goal right? LOL. But definitely not on my list. I think shutting down my brains would drive me insane and eventually my brains would become empty and airy. I must be crazy to want to be a workaholic. :D Perhaps its due to not having a job at the moment, maybe when I start working I would change my mind. I wonder would I? We shall see about that.

For now, I would continue to leach off my parents. hur hur hur.
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