Friday, December 30, 2011

The last Friday of the year 2011

And I'm sitting at home! ;)

My gf got called up for Perth. :( BOO HOO!
So there goes our party plans.... down down down the drain...

I'm feeling rather lethargic from mourning and grieving over the lost of Tas. The reproaching and consoling didn't help much yesterday. The pain and grieve, inconsolable. at least i know she is no longer suffering, but im sorry i couldn't be there for her, during her very last moments.
Christmas will never be the same again....

on the other hand, i still want to get another dog. and another golden retriever. hopefully my mom would agree this time (:

after going through this difficult time, not having anyone right by my side after i heard the news, i guess i grew stronger.

more independent (:

i can't wait for baby to come back home tomorrow, another 6 more days and we will be heading up to KL again. my long holiday is coming.... 4 days in KL, flying back on Sunday. Then flying off to Hongkong with C and M on Monday. And soon another 1 more week you would be coming back home again (:

another LDR.

I can't wait for mid-may/end-may to come.

see u soon baby!

xoxo
Steph


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