Becoming insane?

Perhaps perhaps perhaps....

I think I'm quite a paranoid person.
I have very morbid imaginations at times,actually maybe a bit too often too.

It really doesn't help that I have quite a good hearing too.
Every thumping sound the neighbor makes, I can almost always catch it, especially when I'm not doing anything and lying in bed trying to sleep.
Just, just now, when I tried to catch a short nap before preparing my disastrous dinner, I could hear one of the neighbors, either the one upstairs or downstairs, pouncing around the house, opening and closing of cupboard doors and slamming of drawers.
And then I started to think, is that house getting robbed? Sounds a little like it and again, perhaps I'm imagining too much again.

And again, as I sit here trying to read my biology prep book, it's mid night by the way, I keep hearing weird noises again this time, coming from the kitchen, above this time. It sounded like some reeling of wires or laying of wires, it was quite loud, and then my imagination started to run wild again, maybe the robbers are tying someone up now.

My imaginations here, are really too wild.

This place is really driving my sanity insane.

Hopefully my sanity would be restored tomorrow.

Enough of paranoid nights.

And also sleeping with the golf club.
Funny, but it feels like a security comfort.

Till then!

P.s If one day, I stop blogging for a very long time... it means I have gone very very insane... also means I got robbed.
Hopefully it doesn't happen. Crosses my fingers!
And yes I will always lock the doors, gates and windows. (:


xoxo
Steph