It's JUNE!

Can time pause for a while?

I need to catch my breath.

Many of you would have known why I'm here in KL... it's to isolate myself to prep for my big important exam....the MCAT.

It's not gonna be easy. Never did say so.

And....

A part of me is afraid of failure, I'm afraid what would my future be like if I don't get it.
All my dreams would just come crashing down on to me.

There are back up plans.

But you definitely can't compare it to what I really want to do in the future.

Sometimes I wish I realized this earlier, I wished I matured earlier. Or maybe why didn't I meet you earlier?
I have to admit part of where I am now, is partly because of him. He is like my motivator. ;)

And then there is God. He has always been there for me, thru my ups and downs.
Lord, I really pray if this is the way and the route you would like me to take, I pray it's not too late for me to take it, and you would guide me thru it.

Open my eyes and let me see.

Although this world may be a really cruel place, do not let it blind me from this beautiful world that you have created.

Thank you Lord for everything else that you have brought me through.

Shine for Jesus.

I'm off to sleep for now peeps!

Take care my secret readers!


xoxo
Steph