quarter life crisis?

Currently I am into my fourth month of being unemployed, some may call me a bummer. But it wasn't all just bumming around for the first couple of months.

There was the exams to prep for. Which I didn't do too well, so I would probably would have to prep for it again next year. I'm not intending to give up yet. But for now, I really want to rest, relax and rejuvenate myself. 

Finally when I thought I could spend some "ME" time for myself, my body system crumbled down on me. I spent most of my time lying in bed, hoping when I wake up the next morning I would be much better, sometimes I do get up better, but the next day it just gets worse again. It got so bad I had to see a doctor. Hopefully the antibiotics+lotsa fluids+rest would be able to help me get well soon and finally I can embark on some "ME" time therapy. 

This "ME" time, I don't exactly feel that I have a need to explain to people why I want to take it, but there are things that I would love to do during this period of time. And I would like to set it out now and achieve them before I head back into the "dog eat dog world". 

So I'm going to set a list of things that I would like to achieve by next January. I'm not going to be over ambitious, it's got to be realistic and 101% relax. Except for exercising and gyming to get my physique and fitness back on track. I no longer want to be that unhealthy girl. I have spent enough time coughing my lungs out and rubbing my nose till it's going to become crooked, soon I would need plastic surgery. 

1. Read 10 books or more. - Already read 2 books in 5 days, fifty shades :p 

2. Chill out at cafes, reading my book, enjoying the breeze and calmness. I have been wanting to do this for the longest time.....

3. Fix my room up and the whole house. - look for paintings, pictures, lights, some shelving, FURNITURE! geez, no wonder they say, once you move in, the likely hood of you changing old stuffs lowers! You just get so lazy, week in week out and time just flies by like that. terrible....

4. Do up my resume. 

5. Apply for jobs. 

6. Embark on a healthy lifestyle - waking up earlier, daily fruits, take care of my complexion (oh so vain... haha!) 

7. Organize a time table for myself.
8. Korea - snowboard and leisure (booked! but not yet planned)

9. Visit Port Dickson. There is this resort I have been eyeing for a while, it's called Grand Lexis. The villa sits on top of the sea, you get a personal pool to your room, perhaps do some water sports, which the bf hates... boo hoo!
10. Hunt for my new lappy. A new lappy to start my new life! Excited, yet sad because my fujitsu have been serving me well since 2006, geez, thats really long eh! And she is still a darling, still serving me well till today! but yes its running out of space, the battery is totally screwed, a little too heavy and bulky  and etc etc etc... just giving myself excuses to get that samsung ultrabook! :D
11. Spend more time with family and friends. there is always not enough for sure...
12. ORGANIZE AN AWESOME WEDDING! not mine.... :P 

That's probably almost about it..
time is running out...
I'm left 2.5 months !

To all the envious girls out there... your time will come... it's whether you have the courage to just leave ur job and take this break ;)
But yes I'm thankful for very supportive parents and boyfriend.

Till then...

xoxo
Steph