maybe my emotions are governed by my hormones?

perhaps perhaps.
I would love to choose to believe it.
Maybe I should.
Because it always happens during this period of time when I get all so emotional about things, my emotional self being is heighten.
This totally sxxks.
It makes me feel vulnerable.
And I can't control it.
The anger.
The pain.
The sadness.
Every single thing.

Maybe I'm a vampire :p

Too much vampire diaries last night. But oh I super love that show... since 2009.
That show totally accompanied me through my post grad days.
So glad for it.
Uber awesome hawt Ian Somerhalder to drool at. And Nina Dobrev is sucha gorgeous female lead.

I'm gonna to be stronger.
I'm not gonna let my emotions rule me.
I'm not gonna let you hurt me again and again. This has got to stop.
And it stops right now.

Drawing myself away from a thing called emotions.

Heartless or what.
I really dunch really care now.

You aren't going to rock my world. Not anymore.

PEACE.