It's a lonely cold night in KL and I'm tired of mugging already, so I am here blogging accompanied together with my whiskey coke.
It has been a while since we spent almost every other weekend, dressing up in our LBDs, clutching our Prada(s) and those 3 inches heels (used to be killer heels, but are now nothing to our feet.).
At first there will be a few peeks, maybe, as we walk towards the queues they are followed by stares of envious party goers because we were special. I feel so proud and super not humble bragging here...but I just feel like doing this today. Blame it on the alcohol.
I miss that feeling.
Soon, I hope, we will be united again and we will have some fun together once again.
Anyways....
The highlight of the month of July was....
It has been a while since we spent almost every other weekend, dressing up in our LBDs, clutching our Prada(s) and those 3 inches heels (used to be killer heels, but are now nothing to our feet.).
At first there will be a few peeks, maybe, as we walk towards the queues they are followed by stares of envious party goers because we were special. I feel so proud and super not humble bragging here...but I just feel like doing this today. Blame it on the alcohol.
I miss that feeling.
Soon, I hope, we will be united again and we will have some fun together once again.
Anyways....
The highlight of the month of July was....
The girlfriend came over to visit me!
The feeling of waiting in great anticipation once again, like to those days back in Sydney, the excitement and butterflies rumbling in my tummy felt so good. awww.. I miss her now!
It was a short trip. But am still so glad to see that lil spunky girl, the other sister I never had.
Outside Pavilion KL.
Just before walking to Sungei Wang.
Such a pity we didn't have much time to shop, walk around and soak ourselves in a nail bar doing our mani-pedicure.
Just before walking to Sungei Wang.
Such a pity we didn't have much time to shop, walk around and soak ourselves in a nail bar doing our mani-pedicure.
Inside Pavilion KL having snowflakes together.
I wasn't feeling too well then, I didn't get to enjoy my favorite grass jelly taro snowflakes. :(
Followed by the night we had korean bbq to sort of celebrate her birthday.
Sighs, no party this year for her.
But I still remember last year's crazy party at Filter plus the fireworks by the bay @ over easy.
I miss you babe.
It's not easy finding someone like you. Someone who understands me, gone through so much with me and likes the same kind of music like me... dj Stanley. :D
It's such a difficult time now.
Just when I needed a hug.
I'm so far away from you.
It's not easy.
Never will be.
Somehow if I'm to ramble about it, bitxh about it, I feel like I'm behaving like an immature kid.
But it's killing me being stuffed up inside me.
This feeling sucks.
If I could....
I would do it.
you know what I mean, I'm sure you do babe.
The topic of ....
Boundaries.
There's a fine thin line between what's acceptable and what's not acceptable.
Perhaps some people just do not know them.
Till it hurts them, more like the people they love the most, deep.
You have brought upon yourself this excess emotional baggage to your r/s.
Totally unnecessary.
Then it would be too late to regret.
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This post is filled with randoms and love from the gf.
Yet it is filled with anguished too.
Don't mess with this bitxh.
xoxo
Steph
Followed by the night we had korean bbq to sort of celebrate her birthday.
Sighs, no party this year for her.
But I still remember last year's crazy party at Filter plus the fireworks by the bay @ over easy.
I miss you babe.
It's not easy finding someone like you. Someone who understands me, gone through so much with me and likes the same kind of music like me... dj Stanley. :D
It's such a difficult time now.
Just when I needed a hug.
I'm so far away from you.
It's not easy.
Never will be.
Somehow if I'm to ramble about it, bitxh about it, I feel like I'm behaving like an immature kid.
But it's killing me being stuffed up inside me.
This feeling sucks.
If I could....
I would do it.
you know what I mean, I'm sure you do babe.
The topic of ....
Boundaries.
There's a fine thin line between what's acceptable and what's not acceptable.
Perhaps some people just do not know them.
Till it hurts them, more like the people they love the most, deep.
You have brought upon yourself this excess emotional baggage to your r/s.
Totally unnecessary.
Then it would be too late to regret.
---------------------------------------------------------------------
This post is filled with randoms and love from the gf.
Yet it is filled with anguished too.
Don't mess with this bitxh.
xoxo
Steph
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