I'm starting to lose that confidence I had about what I wanted to do after my long break. I should treasured it more back then. I gave it away so easily and now it is so hard to get it back.
It seems like every door I knock on, is an empty house or no one is home.
I overestimated myself.
I'm dispensable.
Who am I to this world?
I'm just another minion.
With every single passing day, grows a deeper disappointment in myself. It also leads me astray from my dreams/hopes/wants.
Oh Lord I pray, is there really nothing out there for me? Why are there so many closed doors with no answers?
Please hear me oh Lord.
sad.
disappointed.
despaired.
Steph
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